To love is to live...

Thanksgiving

2011-11-18T13:24:00.001-05:00

Why do I feel like Thanksgiving is sneaking up on me this year?

Thankfully, I am not hosting, and that may very well be why I am not really into it! There are tons of home projects that I had planned in accomplishing, but they are definitely not happening this year. As soon as Black Friday hits, the Christmas Season starts in our home and we begin decorating!

However there are a few things that I plan on doing the next week with the little ones. I really love some of these ideas and they will both love it!

How adorable are these turkeys???

Definitely having them make these cards for the grandparents! Super easy and so cute….

Will take them for a walk at the park and collect leaves, so that we can make these cute wreaths!

And even though we should have started this on November 1st, I am still going to make a “thankful tree” and have them tell me something they are thankful and place it on our tree!

I am going to make a cute little bag with coloring pages/crayons and a couple of other goodies to give all the little ones at Thanksgiving.

Happy Halloween

2011-10-31T02:00:00.001-04:00

Halloween Decor

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A quick little tour of some of our Halloween Decorations this year.

Notice how our witch is wearing a crown? That is Olivia’s little touch to our Halloween Mantle.

I love these green/bluish pumpkins and painted the words w/white craft paint; while Olivia painted the black dots.

Halloween School Gifts

2011-09-30T14:55:00.001-04:00

With October just around the corner and the fact that everywhere you go now there is tons of Halloween Candy, I have started my search for ideas on what to make the little ones for Halloween School gifts.

Every year I gather a list of things I like and that I can make, and than give the options to Olivia and let her choose what she would like to give her friends. I am still thinking if I will have Tyler pick his favorite this year, or if I will just make the choice. Than, again with him, I can take a past project and reuse it since its a whole new group of children. What I do know, is that I will have to make around 50 goodie bags, so I will need to choose wisely!

I made these last year and Olivia loved them…They are so sticking cute and easy to make. A little time consuming though, but I managed to make them in a few nights while watching TV.

(Source: marthstewart.com)

Here are a few of my picks for this year:

These cute pumpkins and stamped bags will be super easy to make!

NOW … these bags with Iron-on transfers are my favorite…BUT, again this is far from SIMPLE and QUICK. The sewing machine and I will need to get re-acquainted.

AND, I know what Ryan will say: “ Are you insane? You have completely lost your mind!” Really not what I want to hear!

I do have a few other ideas that I am pondering, so its just a matter of getting myself organized and figuring out exactly how much time I will have to spend on these without letting the project take over my life!

Fall…

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is by far my favorite season!

I love the cool breezy days when you can wear jeans/sweaters and boots.

I love the to drive and see all the gorgeous colors as the leaves change.

I love taking the kids pumpkin picking.

I love hay rides.

I love apple picking.

So, today when driving to work I passed by the farm up our street and they were already picking pumpkins to get ready and set their stands. I cannot wait to take the kids this year, and instead of working (oops) I have been browsing pinterest for ideas on fall decor! Cannot wait to try a few of these ideas!

1st day of School

2011-09-08T00:13:00.001-04:00

Today was Olivia's first day in 1st Grade! I am still not quite sure where the time has gone and how it is possible that my little girl is so grown up.

She was beyond excited this morning to go to school! Up by 7:30 and by 8:00 was already asking to go out and wait for the bus. Since it was raining we drove up to the street and sat in the car waiting and waiting...the bus was over 40 minutes late, and at one point she asked me if maybe they had forgotten to pick her up. I hope she is always this eager to go to school.

Gotta love that smile <3

I am excited for her and am praying that she has a wonderful year!

More Pinterest….

2011-08-19T13:35:00.001-04:00

Continuing on with my Pinterest obsession.

We are currently painting and changing things around in our house. In the last 8 years since we moved in, we have left things pretty much the same. Except for my “dark” period when I was pregnant. Trust me, never make paint decisions when you are about to pop and miserable. During that time I decided to paint our entryway from the garage and laundry room dark brown. Ugh…now if you have brown in a room with windows, it can look beautiful, but if you have a dark area with no windows – not so much.

Both areas are now painted a beautiful soft and light gray with blue undertones, and freshly painted white trim. I love walking in now! Its soothing and light, not dark and depressing. Cabinets have been ordered for extra storage in the laundry room and a new counter top is currently in the process of being stained. I am looking forward to finishing up and hopefully this will help my desire (LOL) to actually do laundry.

Some ideas that I have gathered ….

And if I was ever to build another house, this would be my dream laundry room. (Along with someone to do my laundry.)

My new Obsession……..

2011-08-18T11:54:00.001-04:00

I spend way too much time on this site. I cannot help how I get sucked in! I have gotten lots of inspiration and ideas for home projects and of course “Clothes/shoes/purses”. Here is some eye candy I have currently on my boards!

Can you tell I am already dreaming of nice cool days!!! Nothing I love more that to wear jeans, cardigan or sweater and of course boots.

Where did August go?

2011-08-16T14:23:00.001-04:00

I cannot believe that today is already the 16th!!! WOW, it feels like this month is just flying and before I know it, it will be time for school. And, honestly I am not ready to send off my little girl … I can already see lots of tears (from me) when she walks to that bus; Olivia on the other hand will be all smiles and ready to “GO”. I am thankful that Summer Camp ends on the 19th and we will have 3 full weeks together. Need to start planning activities and just little ‘dates’ for the two of us.

On the other hand, I am looking forward to “fall” and cannot wait to start getting the house ready for my favorite Season. I have tons of projects planned, but first we need to finish painting the house. My “TO DO “ List just keeps on growing and I feel like nothing is ever being crossed off. I really need to work on finishing a project, before starting another one. It seems that I cannot keep myself on track until one thing is completely finished.

Examples:

1) The laundry room is still only halfway done! We still need to hang the remaining cabinets, shelves and install the countertop! Its only been like this for 3 weeks now… Need to get the hubby back on track!!!

2) Need to finish painting the hallway upstairs. Someone ~~Ryan~~ thought that the hallway upstairs wasn’t part of the “foyer” when the painters were at the house. Ugh…love the fact that the soft yellow we have upstairs now seems to take a gross green undertone next to the khaki color we picked for the foyer.

3) Did I mention painting?????? Dining Room currently has just blocks of colors and needs to be done. All the molding and doors need to be re-painted white. (Currently the white is looking a little “dirty” and I can’t stand it)

And, the list goes on, but really these are the top 3 items that I want to take care of before school starts. Think I can do it?????

Girls Weekend #2

2011-07-18T13:34:00.001-04:00

Girls Weekend #2 by Ana1109 featuring beach hats

Happy Easter

2011-04-23T13:22:00.001-04:00

Wishing everyone a Wonderful and Happy Easter with their loved ones!

We are getting our house ready for the sneaky Easter Bunny and the egg hunt which will lead us to our Easter Baskets.

I am wondering where he will leave his eggs this year???

… On a side note: The “Easter Bunny” needs to print out his clues this year, since we have a very smart a sneaky girl who will notice if there is a familiar handwriting on those little notes.

Olivia’s 6th Birthday Party

2011-04-20T11:50:00.001-04:00

Burlap Pillows…

2011-04-08T13:16:00.003-04:00

I love, love burlap pillows and have been on the look out for a few months now for the perfect ones to add to our family room. I finally found them, however there is a small catch! They are $74.00 each and I need 6 of them, so that is a total of $444.00 for pillows. YIKES!!!!

Can you just imagine Ryan’s face if I told him I spent that much on pillows??? And, yes, even I cannot justify spending that kind of money on pillows. I would spend my time chasing the kids off the couch, not letting anyone touch them or even sit next to them.

petit-coterie

Isn’t it GORGEOUS!!!!!

On to plan B! I will make them myself! Even though I have absolutely no clue how to sew, I do have a sewing machine, so its time to get that puppy out! I ordered Burlap from Amazon and will create the Artwork on Photoshop, use an Iron-On Transfer and see how it looks. Hopefully this will be as easy as I am imagining. But, than again I always think my projects are easy and usually have a few mishaps along the way.

Wish me luck!!!!

Bowling Invitation

2011-04-07T07:36:00.000-04:00

For the last few days I have been working on designing birthday invitations for my friend Marisa's boys. The only request I had from Jason & Alex was that I use their favorite colors...Blue & Green!

I really love how it turned out and most importantly so do Marisa and her boys!

Birthday Party Part 2

2011-03-31T14:19:00.001-04:00

Do you have any idea how hard it is to plan a “girly” birthday party when you have a total of 12 boys also attending?

Olivia really thought that the boys wouldn’t mind being Fairies just like in the movie Mariposa!!! Well I knew that was just not going to fly!!! Can you imagine those poor little boys walking around in fairy wings? LOL

So, much to my little girl’s despair, I have decided that we will be invaded by Pirates this upcoming Sunday!

How cute are these????

In order to keep all “children” save, especially from my little ~~terror~~ boy, I skipped the whole sword idea and these pirates will be quite harmless.

… Now, can I just tell you, how very stressed I am???? I still have to finish skirts, decorations are still not all done and I swear that the days have just flown by and I feel like I didn’t accomplish much. Than again, having been visited by the much dreaded “stomach bug”, surely did not help! Thankfully everyone is healthy again, I am going to continue to pray that it stays that way.

Happy St. Patrick’s Day!

2011-03-17T15:46:00.002-04:00

We had a very mischevious leprechaun visit us last night! He seriously got himself into some trouble while we were sleeping and ended creating a lot of chaos!

Imagine Olivia’s surprise this morning when she woke up and found that Baird the Leprechaun kissed her cheek while she was sleeping and left her clovers all over her bed & carpet.
Our when she went into the bathroom and Baird used the potty and forgot to flush leaving the water green! Did you know Leprechauns pee green? LOL

Baird also played with they toys and left them all over sprinkled with clovers; he was very tricky and when we poured our milk into our cups it magically turned green! (Not a hit…the kids would not drink it.)

But the hit of the morning was find a note from Baird telling the little ones that if they searched the house they might find the hidden gold pot that he left behind. If they found it, they could keep his gold and anything else he might have forgotten during his visit last night.

Thank you Baird for making helping us start off our day with lots of fun, giggles and of course our magical clover beads to wear to school.

Than after a long and hilarious scavenger hunt we had green clover pancakes sprinkled with powdered sugar and cinnamon. Oh so Yummy!

Behavior, Chore and Potty Charts

2011-03-15T20:48:00.001-04:00

Behavior charts are a wonderful way to get children motivated and helping them change their negative behavior. I have been on the search the last few weeks for charts which we can implement with each one of the kids, but couldn’t really find anything that fit our exact needs.

For Olivia, I really wanted a chart that helped her work on a few of her “negative” behaviors, like the constant screaming when we brush her hair, not sharing with her brother, etc, but at the same time introduce a few easy and fun chores that will help her earn positive feedback quickly and keep her interested and motivated.

For Tyler, currently our biggest struggles with him are his hitting and the fact that he has absolutely no interest in getting potty trained. I also want to introduce him to a few fun and quick easy chores, again easy things to keep him motivated.

Since it is impossible to find just the “perfect” chart out there I decided last night to make a list of items for each kids and make my own. Both kids are excited about the charts and of course we sweetened the deal with a few rewards. For every item on their chart that is completed each day, they will receive a small item at the end of the week.

We will hang the charts on their very own special frame in our kitchen and they will be in charge of putting their stickers on them when they complete a chore or are rewarded for good behavior.

Olivia’s Chart:

Tyler’s Chart:

Our goal is to try the charts out for an entire month and than evaluate their progress and whether or not we will continue to use. I have read and also heard from several people that this method doesn’t always work. We just need to be consistent! Wish us luck :)

Patiently Waiting for Spring…

2011-03-14T14:41:00.002-04:00

Or should I say Impatiently Waiting for Sprint???
Every year I find myself fighting the “blues” around this time. I just want to be able to see the sunshine and actually walk outside and feel it on my face, instead of the cold and windy days we are having now. It doesn’t help that where ever you go now there is nothing but spring decor, spring clothes, open toe shoes!
So in order to make myself feel better and I have been looking at what I want to add to my wardrobe for the much anticipated “Spring” this year.

Please Hurry!!!!!

Learning to accept the unacceptable

2011-03-10T13:26:00.002-05:00

I have been thinking about whether or not I wanted to write about this and if I really wanted to expose my feelings and thoughts in such a manner. I realize that this is something that I want to write, it will be good for me emotionally but also think that by talking it might help someone out there that is going thru the same thing.

How to even start?

Miscarriage....such an ugly and scary word for any woman out there!!! It was a word that I had heard way to many times from friends/family that unfortunately went through it. I however for some reason, you can call it being "naive", never thought that this would be a word that I would ever have to use personally!

Well, here it is.....I had a Miscarriage! ugh, just saying it makes me shake and want to cry. It is such a horrible feeling. Loosing a baby no matter at what stage of pregnancy you are, it is completely and utterly devastating. I remember walking in that day so full of excitement and joy at seeing my little peanut once again moving around and hearing his/her heartbeat. I couldn't wait to share that moment with Ryan, who unfortunately missed our 1st ultrasound. Laying down on that table and looking at the screen with such a huge smile on my face, holding Ryan's hand and telling Tyler "Look, honey our baby is on the TV."

Realizing within seconds that something was not right...I squeezed Ryan's hand and held my breath, but nope no change. The heart monitor was nothing but a flat line, my baby was not moving around. Looking at the tech praying to God that she would say that the machine was broken, but knew instantly that it was not so. Having to hear her words of "I'm so sorry, but the baby's heartbeat is gone." The look of pity on her face as she heard the scream that came out of me. Looking at Ryan and seeing the tears falling down his cheeks as he tried to stay calm and telling me that it was Okay. Feeling like I was dreaming and that I would wake up from this ugly nightmare.

But, NO! It was not a dream, it was reality. Our little peanut was gone! Having the doctor come in and explain to me that for reasons unknown the babies heart had just stopped beating! I just couldn't stop crying and thinking "NO, NO" you are wrong. How could this be? I don't feel any different, I have no pain, no bleeding, how can you tell me that I miscarried at 13 weeks and had no clue. That my baby died inside of me and I didn't know. What kind of a mother doesn't know? Doesn't feel like something is not quite right?

Driving home that day I sobbed my heart out. I don't even know how to put into words what I felt. How in my mind I was thinking of how I would tell my Sweet Olivia that the baby she so wanted was no longer there. That the little "Sister" she already envisioned was not going to happen? How do I explain it to her? Where will I find the words and strength to do it, when I am falling apart.

Calling my brother, and saying for the first time " The baby is gone, the heartbeat was gone." Hearing him curse and scream "No", baby I'm sorry." Knowing that in a few hours I would have to tell my mom, dad, and everyone else whom we had told. Knowing that I just wouldn't be able to bear it, to have to say those ugly words again.

Knowing that the next morning it would only be worse. Knowing that once I walked into the hospital, they would take my baby and that would be it. Feeling like such a failure! Guilty...did I do something wrong? Going over and over in my mind the last 13 weeks, looking for anything that I did that could have made me loose my baby. Asking Ryan, over and over "why", why us?

I remember so clearly walking into the hospital on Dec. 10th and feeling like I was walking into my death sentence. I felt so utterly devastated and couldn't even walk without Ryan holding me. Checking in and seeing that pity on the nurses faces when they realized why I was there. Feeling anger and wanting to scream when they said to me that it was okay, it was better this way. My body knew there was something wrong and it did what it had to. It was in God's hands and for me to have faith!

Ah, Faith!!! I completely lost mine during that time. I was so angry at God for giving me such an amazing gift and than ripping it from me. It took a long time to accept that he knows what he was doing. That I need to let go and embrace him. I still struggle, there are days that I still get angry and than I have to stop myself, and once again start the steps towards Acceptance and learning to have Faith.

With each passing month I learn to accept more and more. I no longer feel the overwhelming urge to scream and cry when I see a pregnant woman or a newborn. I no longer sit and look at the pictures of my babies births and cry knowing that I will not experience that joy with my peanut. I can hold a baby and not feel like my world is falling apart. I am growing stronger with each day, and I know that if not for my husband, my children and for finally letting my faith guide me, I would still be struggling in that dark ugly place.

Today marks three months that I walked into that hospital, and I have cried several times already. I am crying right now, as I pour my heart out. This morning I woke up and my first thought was that my peanut would have been 6 months ... that in just a few months I would have been heading to the hospital and giving birth. With every passing day I think about June 20th, and how I will have to get thru that day, knowing that I will not be coming home with a new bundle of joy. It will be such a bitter sweet day, Ryan's birthday, and what we imagined that day would be, but will not!

There are so many stages in grief, and I know that I had to go through all of them in order to get here. The, Sadness, Guilt & Anger. They are all important steps to learn to accept the unacceptable.

To my sweet little peanut, my angel up above, mommy thinks of you everyday and I love you! I know in my heart one day I will hold you in my arms.

…Cakes & Outfit Ideas

2011-03-04T14:54:00.001-05:00

Continuing on with the birthday party theme, I am totally loving all the amazing cakes I have found for a Fairy themed party. My they look to good to eat!

I am not sure yet which one I will order, but I am leaning towards #2. I have to keep in mind that the bakery is over an hour away and that most of these would not make for easy transportation. Every year I give my poor dad a heart attack when he has to pick the cake up. There might have been one or two close calls with last years cake and the poor thing was a little crooked.

The next thing is of course finding the perfect outfit for the birthday girl. I have decided in a moment of pure madness to actually make tulle tutu skirts for all the girls. (yes, yes I know I am insane!)

So, of course the search for the perfect shirt as started and after looking online I absolutely love this amazing rosette shirt, however I refuse to pay $37.50 for it when I know I can make it for oh so much less. I will be purchasing a white t-shirt and making the tulle rosettes. Hopefully it will turn out just as cute.

March = Complete & Total Birthday Mode

2011-03-03T14:50:00.001-05:00

My little princess is turning 6 this month, which means mommy is on birthday mode and after many lengthy discussions we finally have a theme.

“Butterfly Fairies = That is what Olivia wants this year.

That is after many rejected ideas:

1) Princess & the Frog

2) Tea Party

3) Pinkalicious….etc!

My husband had me laughing after the many veto's! He said “Well, I guess this is one thing in which she takes after you.” LOL I guess it is true.

I finished the invites last night and sent them to the printer. (Will post a sneak preview soon). I have a huge folder filled with many many ideas that I would like to implement and most importantly I have ordered 175 Yards of pink tulle for a very special project.

Now with such an amazing theme, I couldn’t help but start looking for ideas for our cupcakes. Some of these are absolute works of art, and I know no matter what I choose the owner of our local bakery is going to look at me like I have 10 heads.

1. Pink Cupcake, 2. Cupcakes, 3. Pink n White Swirls, 4. the end of the garden, 5. Shades of Pink, 6. Garden Fairy Cupcake, 7. Fairy Cupcakes, 8. Fairy Cupcake flickr Bake-off

My absolute favorite is the last one…GORGEOUS! I might order 6 of these for her actual birthday for just us and do something more along the lines of #2 , 3 or 4.

Project: Paper Wreath

2011-02-28T14:05:00.001-05:00

For months I have been seeing these lovelies all over the craft blogs. Aren’t they just gorgeous?????

If I was to have another baby, I would so make one of these for the nursery. How gorgeous are these wings?????

…and seriously check out this beauty!!! WOW, I am so in love with it.

So, I decided this weekend to tackle one of these babies and after a few ~~mistakes~~ tries at the various techniques I came up with my own version. Here are a few pictures of the project in progress. I am hoping to finish it tonight and will hang it on our fireplace.

and you will get lots and lots of these when working with a Hot Glue gun… YIKES.

Things have been so crazy lately.........

2011-02-17T15:38:00.000-05:00

Seriously sometimes I wonder how life can throw you so many curve balls in such short amount of time. I am left wondering how to try and solve the "problems" and learn how to move on. There is plenty on my mind right now, but I am not yet ready to talk about it.

Instead I am going to post our Valentine's Card (which by the way I have yet to mail ... ughhh).

Totally loving….

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Olivia’s new quilt…

And these adorable Vintage trucks I found @ Home Goods for Tyler’s Room…

Happy Wednesday Everyone…We are staying put today due to the ice storm. Hopefully tomorrow we will have better weather.

XOXO

Catholic School or Public School?

2011-01-31T15:09:00.001-05:00

This is the deliberation right now in our home. Where should we send Olivia for 1st grade? Which school will be a better fit for our family and more importantly for Olivia and her education?

To be honest I really always thought that we would send our children to public school. It was one of the main reasons why we picked where we are living, since at the time they had one of the best school districts. However as time as passed and we have learned about some of the choices being currently made within the district we are left we a huge “question”, is this really a good fit for us?

We have friends that have children in both schools and upon talking to them we found that everyone whose children were in Catholic School were happy, but only 60% of the ones in Public School could say the same. The size of classes are a big concern, especially for the younger grades where they still require lots of attention and one on one help. How can a child in a class of 33, receive the help she or he needs with only 1 teacher?

So yesterday we took our 1st step in our journey, and visited the open house at the Catholic School. I have to say that I was extremely impressed with the school, the curriculum and most of all the sense of “community”. Of course like with anything else there are cons and pros. I know that if we choose this school I will have to dedicate a lot of time in order to complete their list of requirements for the parents. Parents must accumulate a total of “30 points” in the school year by working in various programs. (Ex: Bing/Carnival/Craft Shows/Lunch Room Duty/etc) It will all fall on me since Ryan’s schedule really does not allow him the freedom to volunteer. And really with working part-time and having Tyler with me 3 days of the week I will really have to juggle my schedule in order to meet the required points.

Another concern for me is the busing and the fact that I would have to get Olivia to the bus stop at 6:15 AM…WOW that is super early for a 6 year old, don’t you think? My other option which Ryan thinks I am crazy for even considering is my dropping her off and picking her up everyday. Did I forget to mention that the school is 25 minutes from us????? Yes, that is the closest Catholic School and pretty much our only option.

Our next step for this school is to Interview with the Principal on February 10 and from what I have heard we will pretty much have to explain why we want our child to attend and what we are expecting from the “school”. We are on a tight schedule here because registration is due by 2/15, so we have lots to think about!

Tomorrow I am going to contact the Public School and try to schedule an appointment so that we can tour the school and hopefully have some of our questions answered by either the Principal or Vice-Principal.

I have told myself over the last few days that I need to really just relax and try not to stress out over this, however I can’t stop thinking that whatever choice I make right now will indeed impact Olivia for the remainder of her education. So no pressure, right????

Random Thoughts

2011-01-28T18:01:00.000-05:00

Definitely have tons of stuff going on right now. Sometimes I wonder how it is that I can go weeks, sometimes months and I never get any creative ideas and than other times it feels like it all comes at once and I can't stop my mind from wondering throughout my day about what I would rather be doing.

Currently I am ....

1) Working on the kids Valentine's Day cards/gifts for their school friends
2) Putting the finishing touches on our Family Valentine Card and will send it to the printers tonight (hopefully)
3) Redoing the guest room. I have now bought 2 different quilts which I think are just perfect and once I get home I absolutely hate the way they look on the bed. :( Back to Home Goods tomorrow to make another return.
4) Excited to show Olivia her new quilt & pillows for her room. It is a surprise and tomorrow afternoon after we get back from Ballet we will finish her room.
5) Totally in love with the "antique wooden truck and fire truck" I found today for Tyler's room.

And much much more...I am keeping a list of ideas/projects that I want to accomplish and it just keeps on growing.

Another Snow Storm

2011-01-27T16:46:00.000-05:00

It feels like this winter is never going to be over! As much as I love snow we have been getting hit almost every week with a huge snow storm. This morning we woke up to another 11 inches and I decided to go out and enjoy the actual beauty of it (since I didn't have to drive in it - LOL) and took a few pictures.

It was absolutely gorgeous and I have to admit that I loved having my first cup of coffee while enjoying the beauty of the snow and how amazing the trees looked.

I ventured out to the top of our driveway to get a picture of our house! It looks so peaceful!

Its the little things….

2011-01-20T12:56:00.003-05:00

I am taking the time each and everyday to just enjoy the “little things” that happen throughout the day that make me stop and smile. Like yesterday, Tyler was so happy to just run back and forth from the Family Room and Play Room in order to gather his trains and tracks. Yes, a part of me wanted to say, “No, leave them in the playroom”, but I am so glad that I stopped myself. He was just so happy and proud of himself. That huge smile he gave me was so worth the extra 10 minutes at the end of my day to clean up his toys and put them back into the playroom.

The reality is that having a perfectly picked up home is not as important at the end of the day, as it is to know that your child had fun! I am trying hard to remember this and not let myself get upset when I look up and find my family room or kitchen in complete and total chaos.

PS. Do you like his outfit? My little boy loves to change his clothes about a hundred times a day, and all by himself. Which means that he usually does not match!!!!! LOL

XOXO

Ice…lots and lots of Ice

2011-01-18T11:20:00.001-05:00

This morning we woke up to a complete sheet of ice, approx. 2 inches to be exact. All I can say is that I would rather have a foot of snow than all this ice. It seriously made for a very scary drive to work! I have to wonder how it is that 80% of the roads that I have to drive on hadn’t even seen a plow yet and it was past 9:30AM. UGHHHH….

Let’s just hope that my drive home is a little better!

XOXO

2011 Goal # 1

2011-01-14T13:45:00.004-05:00

Every year I try to come up with a list of goals that I would like to accomplish during the upcoming year. I usually try to start by reviewing what our life was like the previous year and try to think of ways that I can improve our day to day and our family life.

One of the things that I have been working on for the past few months is the excess materialist things we have in our home. I can’t even begin to say how overwhelming it can be to see how much we have and how 80% of our home is filled with things that aren’t really productive or needed in any way.   In many ways I know this is mostly “ME”, which really made me sad. I am the type of person that is impulsive when it comes to buying and very rarely really think how something will be used prior to getting out my wallet and making the purchase.

This is going to take a while and I know will be hard for me, however I am making myself a promise that for anytime I purchase something I will need to evaluate how it will be used and if its really a “NEED” or just a “WANT”.

This process is already underway and I have started out by tackling our Walk-In closet which was seriously a few weeks ago anything but a Walk-in. LOL I took 2 days in which I removed every single item into our bedroom and purged, purged, purged. WOW, all I can say is I have an addiction to clothes, shoes and purses. I was able to donate 6 bags of both my clothes and Ryan’s clothes to a shelter.
The key to continuing on the right track is that anytime we buy something we will have to take something out and donate it or throw it away.

The hardest part of this process for me will be the “home items”.   The fact that I have 6 sets of everyday dishes, 3 sets of glasses, etc., is proof that I have way too much. I will be taking a room each month and will try to pair down on decorative items and anything that is not of value to us.

My #1 goal is to un-clutter our home and be smart about anything that we bring back inside.
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2011 “One Little Word”

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(Picture from flickr.com)

I have been thinking for a few weeks now about what word I would like to use to live my year by. I kept on coming up with two words: Happy & Home and really could not make up my mind which one I would like to use. They are both equally important to me and so I have decided to use both and make my “mantra” for this year “HAPPY HOME”.
Why these words? Well lets see…

HOME: I want to revamp our “HOME” which is our safe haven and give us all a place where we will be happy, flourish, and above feel loved and safe.

HAPPY: I want to recapture our “Happiness”. Really this is something that in the last year I think I have lost a little of. We can become so overwhelmed and stressed out over our day to day, and many times can only focus on the negative and not see all of the HAPPY things that surrounds us.

I want to stop and enjoy every little “happy” moment and ensure that my children see me smile and laugh more. Above all I want to learn how to be happy again and stop feeling guilty. Guilty is such a horrible feeling! It can completely consume you and literally paralyze us from living our lives.

On another note, I am almost done with my list of goals that I would like to accomplish and will post them soon.

“Happy Home” to all of you!

2011

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I am so glad that 2010 is over! Even though there were quite a few great moments in the past year the last 6 months were hard and really put my faith to the test.

I have many goals that I want to accomplish in the next year and will be focusing the next week on what my “word” for 2011 will be.

One of my goals is to start blogging at least once a week to record my thoughts and what is going on in our lives. It is amazing how quickly we forget the little moments that we think we will always remember. Our lives are always so busy and it feels like we are constantly on the run. I am hoping that by blogging I will have a journal of all those little moments.

Here’s to a wonderful and prosperous 2011!

Happy Birthday To Me!!!!

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Saturday was my 34th Birthday and I thought a lot about all the things that I have wanted to do in the last 10 years that I have yet to accomplish. I made a list and hope to at least make it through 1/2 of it by my 35th!
No. 1 on my list was a Tattoo!!! I have wanted one since I turned 18, but for numerous reasons, including my mom is totally against it I never did it. Well the wait is over. On Sunday we packed up the kids and drove over to Pt. Pleasant where we engaged my In-laws to watch our little ones and to the Tattoo parlor we went. Long story short, there was over an hour wait for the tattoo artist I wanted so Ryan took the kids back home and yes I went and got my very 1st Tattoo with my MIL Catherine! It was fun, she made me laugh so hard that I thought I was going to cry from it. When I thought I was going to jump off the chair when he started it, she looked at me and told to sit the hell down and do it.
I do have to say…..it HURT, HURT, HURT, HURT like hell, but it was so worth it!

To My Two SHINNNING STARS – Olivia & Tyler! Mommy loves you!

A New Beginning …

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Yesterday while browsing my favorites on my computer I came across the link for this long forgotten blog. It took me completely by surprise how much I actually cherish being able to read all the old posts and see exactly what was going on at that time in my life. The truth of the matter is that as much as we think that we will remember all the little things in our daily life with not only our children but within us, the opposite is actually true.

I made myself a promise for the new year that I will start to blog every week and try to record all the little things that are going on in our lives. It is really going to be more of a “diary” for us and I will try to either print the blog every year or every other year. It will be nice to be able to sit back and read it all with my children as they get older.

And so today it is the “New Beginning” for me and our family stories. I can’t wait to see what we will have accomplished in 2010!

Happy New Year to all!

Last year today….

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We were welcoming this beautiful little boy into our lives.

The last 12 months he as brought so much joy into our lives. He is such a sweet tempered little boy always ready to snuggle and smiling. Even though a part of me is really not ready to accept that my “baby” is growing up so fast, the other part of me is so excited to see what this next year will bring us.

I am so thankful to GOD for gifting me with him and for allowing me to be his mommy!

Happy Birthday my Sweet Tyler!

Determination

2009-05-09T01:27:00.001-04:00

I finally was able to reach deep inside of me within the last few weeks and i found it…………

Determination: the act of deciding definitely and firmly ; also : the result of such an act of decision b: firm or fixed intention to achieve a desired end <a woman of great courage and determination

I have definitely and firmly made a decision to finally do all the things I have been meaning to do the last year!

Let my creative side out and paint that “beautiful” white tree in Tyler room. I am no longer going to stop myself by thinking that it will not come out beautiful or that I will hate it. It is just paint and it can be erased or even better I can leave it and actually be proud of myself for trying.
I am going to re-vamp Olivia’s room and yep you guessed it, finally paint the “O” Monogram that I designed in my “idea book” 2 years ago.
I am going to get my scrap supplies out and finally “SCRAP” pages of my kids, instead of just collecting pretty paper and embellishments. I am not going to care whether or not it looks perfect, because the truth is my kids will appreciate the memories behind it, not how beautiful the page looks.
I am going to loose my “baby weight”. It upsets me that it took something so “juvenile” to actually motivate me. I should have done it earlier because I know it will make me feel healthier and happier.
I am making myself a promise that I am not going to get “skinny” obsessed like I was prior to having children. My body has changed and I accept that….and certainly would not change the fact that I have two beautiful and amazing children for that size “0”.
I am going to stop rolling my eyes or making funny faces at my husband when he tells me I am beautiful, because it upsets him that I cannot accept myself the way he sees me.
I am going to make time to myself at least once a week. I need to re-energize and bring back the “old” Ana.
Happiness is not something that comes easily and I need to make sure that we all reach for it each and everyday.
I am going to stop and enjoy the little things … life is not like “TIVO” and I cannot rewind and replay the smiles, kisses, hugs and even tears that are shed today, tomorrow!
I am finally going to do something that I have always wanted, but have not done because I was afraid that my mom would be upset and disappointed or that “people” will look at me differently! After 13 years of putting it off, I am going to get my tattoo!

My sweet little boy….

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Every time I hold this sweet little one I am in shock at how quickly he is growing. I can’t believe that in week he will be ONE!

Where did the time go???

I finally scrapped….

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Well at least I think I did….does it count if you use quick pages and changed them up a bit to fit what you want? Because that is exactly what I did tonight. I have been itching to scrap, but the truth is that I am not even sure anymore where to start. I haven’t touched anything in over a year and well it became a little intimidating, so I decided that a few quick pages would just be what a needed.

Since I took such sweet pictures last weekend of Olivia and Tyler I decided to use those and hopefully soon I will get lots of mojo and finally get all the old pictures done. {One can hope & dream, right?}

I don’t like the grass…….

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This is my sweet little guy on Sunday Afternoon…doesn’t he look so happy?

I decided to set up a blanket and enjoy the warm weather while we watched Olivia play on the swings. It was going really well until he started crawling and his hands hit the lawn. WOW, did he ever freak out!!!! Anytime his hand would skim the lawn he would start crying hysterically. Isn’t that funny? He hates the feel of it. My poor boy.

Not to worry, I just sat next to him and made sure that he would not crawl close to the edges of the blanket and finally I got some smiling pictures.

We even took a turn on rock climbing and he loved it. His little hands and feet were everywhere and he tried so hard to make his way up.

I am so looking forward to beautiful spring days spend outside playing and hopefully soon Tyler will get a liking to being out on the lawn and actually touching it. One can hope right? Otherwise it will be an interesting spring & summer.

Ana

Spring…

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Spring is finally here! I love the to look out into our yard and see all the beautiful tulips, the birds are chirping and flying all around.

Today is 85 degrees! Can you believe it?

The kids and I are planning to stay outside and run around the freshly mowed lawn, use the swings until we are exhausted and for Olivia lots of time on the slide and rock wall.

Have a Wonderful Day!

Friendship…

2009-04-09T13:02:00.001-04:00

“Friends are forever, you might lose them but you'll never forget them.” Author Unknown

This pretty much summons up how I am feeling right now. I believe that friends touch your heart and no matter what may happen throughout the years they will never really loose the spot you have created for them.

I have heard many times that friends come and go and to a degree yes I have been there and lost a few throughout the years. But this time its different! A big part of me is really not ready to let go of this person yet, but it is something that is not in my hands anymore. I feel hurt/sad and yes a little guilty that this happened.

I have prayed these last few days that a resolution would be reached and yet it was not, at least not the one that I had hoped for.

Now all there is left for me to do is pray that not only I find peace with this, but also everyone else involved. It is not easy for I still care for this person, and when you care for someone you cannot just forget and move on. I still wish her and her family all the best in the world, I still hope that somehow she can put any hurt and anger behind her and move on, just like I am going to try.

History is made ...

2009-01-22T00:03:00.001-05:00

What a beautiful and monumental day January 20th turned out to be this year!

I am proud to be an American and of the history which was made!

I am anticipating the next four years and all of the changes which will occur!

I am ready to see our country move in a new direction!

President Barack Obama takes the oath of office as the 44th President of the United States of America during the swearing-in ceremony at the U.S. Capitol in Washington, D.C

President Barack Obama and First Lady Michelle Obama walk along the inaugural parade route in Washington, D.C

President Barack Obama signs his first act as president, a proclamation declaring a national day of renewal and reconciliation and calling on Americans to serve one another, after being sworn in as the 44th President of the United States during the inaugural ceremony in Washington

{Note: All pictures from Flickr.com}

Yes We Can!

Mother Nature Made This Little Girl Very Happy Today....

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Olivia was so excited to see snow this morning when we came downstairs. She glued her face to the window in our family room and must have asked me a thousand times to go outside.

Breakfast was never eaten in such a timely manner as today. I really don't think she chewed her toast, she just swallowed it whole.
Getting dressed again WOW it was fast and not once did I hear..."I don't want to wear that", followed by a temper tantrum.
Getting our coat and boots on...again no fight. I think she had her boots in her hand even before I asked her to get them.

Let's just say that I wish it snowed everyday....

I love this smile...it truly is a beautiful thing.

I love you baby girl!

8 Months

2009-01-13T22:34:00.001-05:00

Today our little Boy turned 8 months! They have been absolutely amazing and I am so thankful to God for blessing me with a healthy, loving and sweet baby.

All Cozy & Warm in Mommy's Belly

1 Hour Old

1 Month

2 Months

3 Months

4 Months

5 Months

6 Months

7 Months

And since my little monkey is so sick, I was not able to take a picture of him. Instead I am adding this picture taken on the 10th for his 8 month picture. I

Look at him chow down on that biscuit! Open Wide..............

Playing around with Photoshop....

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and a couple of actions which I found on the web, and this is what I ended up with.

Reflecting on 2008 & Looking forward to 2009

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For the last few days I have been anticipating the new year and reflecting on what 2008 brought to our family!

2008.........

2008 was a good year for us...now I am not going to paint a pretty picture and say that we did not have any hardships, but today I really want to focus on all the Happy and Memorable times we had.

1) Having the luxury of being able to stay home and enjoying my children and taking care of them.

2) Olivia growing into an amazing, smart and loving little girl. {Yes, we have our moments where she is seriously showing her "treacherous three's", but I again I want to focus on the "Happy" moments. LOL}

3) Ryan....what can I say about him? He is truly my love, my best friend and an amazing husband. We have been through so much together and it as only brought us closer together. I cherish our marriage and everyday I strive to be a good wife to him. I am so grateful for all the sacrifices that he makes in order for me to be able to stay home and take care of our little ones. I know that many days its tough for him to come home and to not be able to play and enjoy time with our babies. Thank you sweetheart for all that you do! I love you!

4) 2008 brought us Tyler! He is such a happy and loving baby. I am so grateful to GOD for giving us a healthy little boy. We had a few scares during our pregnancy, and there were a few days that I was seriously distraught over the unknown, however we kept our faith and everything turned out ok.

5) Our FAMILY is so important to both of us! We are so glad that we are able to enjoy their company and love each and everyday. It is something that we cherish. Having lost my grandfather, I really want to make sure that we not take any of our loved ones for granted, and to enjoy everyday.

6) Friendships! I am cherishing and holding close my friends. I am so grateful for all the support they have shown me and for the times we have been able to spend together. I am also extremely grateful for my "scrap" friends, they are amazing woman whom I love so very much and am so glad to have met. We may be all spread throughout, but we have a very special bond.

....... there are so many, but I am going to end 2008 with my chosen word..."LOVE".

Ah, LOVE!!!!! It is the most incredible thing in this world. We all feel it in so many different ways. I have learned over the last year that loving one self is so very important. I have finally reached the time in my life where I learned to say "This is me, love me for whom I am!" I am no longer striving for acceptance from "those" people that cannot appreciate me or my family. It is their loss and their problem if they are unhappy with whom they are!

2009.........

I am looking forward to what the new year will bring us! I am will most definitely not just sit back and wait for the happiness to fall on my lap. No this year I am planning to go for it 100% and to make sure I am getting exactly what we all need and want!

The last few weeks I have been thinking about what "our 2009 word" will be. After much deliberation, I have decided that "HAPPINESS" is going to be our motto!

Happiness is a state of mind or feeling such as contentment, satisfaction, pleasure, or intense joy.

Here is to a HAPPY and wonderful new year!

Christmas Pictures

2008-12-31T13:21:00.001-05:00

Christmas this year was extra special for us. Olivia is now at an age that she really understood what was going on and absolutely loved Santa. It is amazing to see the spirit of Christmas through the eyes of a three year old. I loved it and it really brought home to me how special it is to have traditions and to ensure we practice them as a family.

Santa was especially good to Olivia this year and she was overjoyed at the fact that he brought her so many "Pink" gifts. {That was her No. 1 requirement on Santa's letter. Everything had to be "Pink".} When she got up and come downstairs she could hardly believe all of the presents underneath the Christmas Tree. Only one little "issue"....she was a little surprised that they weren't all for her. LOL

And our little monkey's first Christmas....he had no clue what was going on, but no to worry big sister Olivia helped him open all his gifts.

It was a beautiful day with many cherished memories! I am thankful for all the amazing blessings GOD has given me. I have a loving family, an amazing husband and of course two beautiful and healthy children who are the joy of my life.

Merry Christmas

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Its Officially Christmas Eve........................

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Its officially Christmas Eve and Ryan and I finally finished wrapping our gifts. I am actually feeling like the tree is naked since they are all hidden. I don't really think that we can trust a very active and curious 3 year old with any presents. She would definitely be like her "mother" and would try to open each and everyone of them to see if it was for her....shhhhhhhhhh don't tell my mother, but yes I confess that I used to do this when I was a kid. Want a know the worst part? I would than be a total brat and tell my brother everyone of his gifts.... YIKES, its a wonder he loves me. LOL

Tomorrow will be a very long day! Olivia is super excited for Santa to come and I know that she will be a complete bundle of energy all day, and probably all night. I am on my way to bed and hopefully will get a few hours of sleep before one of my cute and loving children wake up.

Christmas Tags

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I have yet to wrap any of our presents, but I did manage to make these cute Christmas Tags last night! I totally love these vintage pictures by Katie Pertiet and by adding just a little Martha Stewart Glitter and Ranger Stickles I just love they way they turned out.

And Special Tags from Santa....

Now all I have to do is wrap all my presents and then I can finally see them in action!

A Special Visit From Santa

2008-12-17T10:43:00.001-05:00

I had promised pictures from our visit from Santa Claus a few weeks ago, but with the kiddies sick I haven't had a chance to update my blog. Thankfully it seems that they are both on the mend and the sickness is finally ready to leave the Pusczko household!

Ryan's uncle dressed up as Santa and came into the house to visit all the little kids and let me just say that Olivia was beyond excited. When he walked him he started asking if there was a special little girl by the name of Olivia in the house! The look on her face was totally priceless!!!! She was completely mesmerized and couldn't stop smiling. Finally she didn't cry or scream upon seeing him!

{Warning: Picture Overload}

Here is Santa walking in!

Olivia's first glimpse at Santa!

Look at that Smile! {Note: That is not Ryan in the picture, its his twin}

Here she is telling Santa what is on her Christmas List! By the way she was being super shy and whispering and all that poor Santa heard was the color "Pink". Does that surprise anyone??? LOL

Tyler turn...look at that sweet face!

My nephew wasn't really too thrilled with Santa. This is the only picture of him not crying and trying to get away.

And lets not forget the Pusczko boys! They couldn't wait to sit on Santa's lap! They may be 33, but like they say...they still "Believe".

Thank you Santa for the special visit! Can't wait to see on the 25th!

The things you say...

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Last night we were driving to my brother's house to have cake for my nieces birthday, when Olivia decided to tell us some jokes! Here is our the convo went!

Liv: Daddy, what is really big, gray and has a very long trunk?
Daddy: An elephant
Liv: Good job daddy, Good job!

Liv: What is really big, green and doesn't ever move?
Mommy: A tree
Liv: Good job mommy, Good Job!

Now this one had us totally puzzled!

Liv: What is always laying down and never moves?
Mommy: I don't know.
Daddy: Me either.
Liv: You guys are silly...its a carpet!

We laughted so hard that I swear I had tears. She is such a smart little girl, and I am always amazed at the things she comes up with.

PS. Pictures of Santa's special visit to come later tonight!

Happy Thanksgiving

2008-11-28T20:00:00.001-05:00

I am thankful for my husband, my sweet children, our healthy and of course our families.

Happy Thanksgiving!

Clutter!!!!!!!!!

2008-11-22T01:01:00.001-05:00

Last week I watched Oprah and she had one of my favorite TV hosts, Peter Walsh. The show was all about how clutter can and will overtake your life and home! Now I have to say that I am not in anyway living like some of the people they showed in the show, but will admit that I am a saver and have way too many things. I decided to take the challenge and sign up for the monthly prompts from Peter.

Here is something he said, that really got me thinking and prompted me to take on this little journey.

Define your vision for your life and space. "Here's the deal. The vision—what is it that you want from your space? I want peace. I want focus. I want a place where my family can gather," Peter says. "That then has to be the criteria for deciding whether something stays or goes. [Ask yourself,] 'Does this item help me create that vision?' If it does, keep it. If not, it doesn't belong in your home."

Check it Out if you are interested.

One of the things I am really excited about is the idea he shared on how to organize & save your children's artwork. {I already have 2 boxes full of Olivia's} Truth be told I would never had thought to create a Snapfish Photo Book with all of her things. I am now sorting through the boxes and choosing not only my favorites but also the papers that show her progress in the last two years. They also offered a free book, but I totally forgot about it and by the time I went to sign up the coupon had expired.

I cannot wait to finish this project and will continue adding books for her. I think she will appreciate the books and just hope that when she is older doesn't wonder why I didn't just keep her projects.

I took it one step further and have already cleaned out my foyer closet and pantry. He said to spend 10 minutes per day, but once I got started I just wanted to finish, so in all I spent about 2 hours in the closet and another 1 or so in the pantry.

Poor Ryan, as not clue but he will have quite a few projects on his "Honey To Do List" very soon. LOL

Happy Anniversary Sweetheart!

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Thank you for being "YOU", the love of my life, my best friend and the most amazing father!

In the last seven years we have been blessed with many amazing and incredible moments along with some very trying and sad times, but through it all we are have grown closer and more in love.

Here is to many more years of HAPPINESS & LOVE!

I Love You!

Halloween

2008-11-05T18:36:00.001-05:00

I loved Halloween this year!!! It was the first year that Olivia was really exited and truly understood what was going on. She couldn't wait to go TOTing and practice in front of the mirror a few times. {LOL} She truly does lived up to her costume...she is such a Princess! She wanted to by Sleeping Beauty but insisted on wearing her Pink Princess Dress that grandma bought her a few months ago.

Our day started out with her parade at school, she had so much fun. She was really excited to see what her friends were going to dress up as. Her "boyfriend" was Santa Claus and the two of them together crack me up. They are inseparable!

In the evening we all headed out to my Brother In Laws house in PA to TOT. Olivia, the Princess, Tyler the Giraffe and CJ the Kangaroo. They were so adorable!

Flower Girl

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My cousin got married a few weeks ago and asked Olivia to be her flower girl. She was in heaven...she was in love with her dress and kept on telling everyone that she was a princess.

I have been trying to edit my photos and trying to decide which ones I want to have printed. All I can say is that it has been a huge undertaking, since I took over 400 pictures. :) Here are a few of my favorites.

And this young lady is my niece Megan. Can you believe she is only 11?

My sweet and adorable nephew. He is the kindest child you will ever meet.

How about his little cutie? I think he is going to break many many hearts~

And of course I cant leave out the gorgeous, happy couple.

I still have hundreds of pictures to edit and crop, mostly from the park and reception. Once I am finished I will post a few of Ms. Olivia & Ms. Abby tearing up the dance floor. They were dancing machines.

What we are up to ...

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1. Getting ready for Halloween!

Olivia is super excited this year and keeps on asking me if we can go TOTing. She picked out her costume this year and will be Sleeping Beauty! {Of course it had to involve the color "PINK"} .

We are making Halloween Crackers for her to hand out to her friends and teachers. I really wanted to involve her and so I took her to Michael's & AC Moore to help me pick out the papers & embellishments. I cut out all of the papers, but she helped me pick out the die cuts for each one the crackers. She was too cute, she would pick one and actually tell me who she wanted me to give it to. {Only 10 more to go, I ran out of crepe paper.}

{Hanging Head in Shame} Today we will start decorating the house! I am really ashamed to admit that we have not one single "Halloween" decoration up. This is a first for us, we are usually done by Oct. 1st.

2. Christmas

Yep, I am really trying to stay ahead of the game this year and get as much done for Christmas as I can. There is a project that I am working on right now, but I can't say...don't want to give the surprise away.

I am compiling a list of gifts that I want to get everyone and what stores I can find them in. I am hoping to get most of my shopping done by mid November and than hit the Thanksgiving Night Extravaganza at our outlets. They open at midnight on Thanksgiving and the sales are incredible. Its a mad house, so you really need a game plan and a partner, otherwise you cannot get anything. The lines usually wrap around the store. The first year I went alone and it took me almost 2 hrs to pay for my purchases at the Polo store. Needless to say I was done after 2 stores.

3. Family

We are trying to spend as much time as possible together. I love it when Ryan is around on Sunday/Monday. Olivia loves to be with him, and usually spends most of her time outside helping him in the yard. They planted mums last weekend and she actually told him exactly where each one of the was to go. I wish I had taken my camera out and snapped a few pictures. :(

And just because ... here is a random picture of Olivia and Tyler.

{Not the best quality because Ryan took it with his phone, but I love it.}

5 Months

2008-10-13T22:35:00.001-04:00

Wow, time certainly is flying. I cannot believe that my little guy turned 5 months today.

He is so much fun! He talks so much now and is always smiling. Loves to stand up and really hates laying down. LOL He is always trying to sit up, and we had to change the setting on his swing to a sitting position already. I spend most of my time just kissing his sweet little cheeks. He is such a lovable baby!

Olivia absolutely adores him and loves to play with him all day long. I am so happy that she is such a little mommy to him. She loves to sing to him, and put him to sleep. Her favorite song is "You are my sunshine". When he cries she goes running to him and tells him, "Its ok little buddy, Olivia is here." LOL

What Your Little Black Dress Says About You

2008-09-25T22:03:00.001-04:00

Got this from my girlfriend today! Funny how it totally got my personality...especially about the high heeled boots.

Ah I am so happy fall is here! Time to get into my favorite outfit, jeans, light sweater and a killer pair of boots.

You are lively and outgoing. You are naturally friendly.
You enjoy meeting new people and making new connections.
Your style is whimsical and unique. You're good at putting together interesting outfits.
If you were a shoe, you would be: High heeled boots

Try it Here!

MOM

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I Love You, Mom
... and I Want You to Know Why
I Feel So Proud to Be Your Daughter

You are a remarkable woman
who accomplishes so much as
strong woman
in a man's world
You are strong but soft
You are strong but caring
You are strong but compassionate
You are a remarkable woman
who accomplishes so much as a
giving woman
in a selfish world
You give to your friends
You give to your family
You give to everyone
You are a remarkable woman
who is also a remarkable mother
And you are loved by so many people
whose lives you have touched -
especially me
-Poem by Susan Polis Schutz

A friend e-mailed me this poem today, and I couldn't help but cry because right now I really miss my mom. She is in Portugal for the next couple of weeks and I miss her terribly. We talk everyday, sometimes more than once. I have reached for the phone several times these last few days and found myself dialing her number only to remember that she is not here.

I am so thankful for the relationship that we have. She is not only a wonderful and amazing mom, she is also my best friend and I can always reach out to her and tell her anything. I pray and hope everyday that Olivia and I will have the same relationship.

I love you MOM and MISS YOU.

The Ring Leader

2008-09-16T23:36:00.001-04:00

Today upon arriving at school to pick up my darling little girl, I was greeted by the director whom asked to speak to me for a few minutes. I guess I must have looked really worried because she right away assured me that Olivia was fine and was not hurt in any way. Than she proceed to laugh and tell me that my sweet child decided to "escape" from her classroom. Yep, not only did sneak out of her classroom she also manage to take her partners in crime, Henry & Jack. They left the classroom and ran out into the playground!!!! Now according to the teacher it only took them about three minutes to figure out what happened because the door to the playground is alarmed! I wasn't sure whether to laugh or cry... where does she get these "ideas"? Seriously she is three!!!

Fast forward to our drive home. Here is our conversation:

Me: Honey, what happened today? Did you get in trouble with Ms. Inez {her teacher}

Olivia: I didn't listen.

Me: Why?

Olivia: Ms. Inez said "No playground".

Me: And what did you do?

Olivia: I went to the playground.

Me: Alone?

Olivia: No silly, Henry and Jack came on the slide with me.

Me: You guys went by yourself?

Olivia: Yes, I'm a big girl mommy!

I told her how she is never ever to do anything like that again, because she needs to always listen to her teachers otherwise she might get hurt. She promised to be a "big girl" and listen to Ms. Inez, however I am sure that this is only the beginning of my troubles. On the other hand, when I told Ryan what happened, he laughed and actually said that he is glad that she is the "LEADER" and not a "FOLLOWER". He is proud that his little girl is showing "LEADERSHIP SKILLS", because according to him you are born with it, and cannot ever learn that skill.

BOY Oh BOY am I ever in trouble. Every time I think of what she will be like at the age of 13, I start to shake. LOL

Digital Layout

2008-09-13T00:47:00.001-04:00

I have been trying really hard to get some layouts done of both Olivia and Tyler, but even though I sit at my desk for what seems hours I just cannot decide where to start or even what to use. I have realized in the last few weeks that even though I have not scrapped a single layout in the last year or so, I have yet to stop buying things. I think that I have become more of a hoarder than an actual scrapper. :(

Right now I have 2 layouts in progress but cannot seem to make any final decisions. I decided to go through my scrap journal and magazines, but nothing was really helping. Instead I started editing the hundreds...did I mention hundreds of pictures that I have of the kids, and that's when out of nowhere I got this idea for a layout of Tyler. Since my desk is an absolute mess, I went digital! Well I really love how it turned out. I know that its super super simple, but I think it really is just perfect for the picture and the memory!

My Little Monkey

2008-09-03T00:38:00.001-04:00

Look at how big he is already!!! Can you believe it? My sweet little boy is three months!

And check this out... From smiles to crying in 1.2 seconds!

My Little Fish

2008-09-01T15:29:00.001-04:00

How she adores being in the water! If it was up to her we would spend all of our time out in the pool.

Even though my favorite season is coming up, I am just in complete denial at how very quickly summer passed us by. Could it be because I have yet to see the ocean this year? YES...that is most definitely it!

I am total beach person, I love to feel the sand in between my toes and lay out in the sun all day long. Ah just thinking about it is making me wish I could sneak away just once. Maybe after labor day weekend when the days are cooler and the beaches aren't as crowded I will venture out with Tyler and Olivia. We will see!

Today is Labor day and we are heading out this evening to my brother In Laws house to watch the fireworks display. They live right on the golf course and we will be able to just set our chairs up and watch without having to take all the little ones into crazy crowds in town. Super excited!!! I love fireworks, and I'm really hoping to get some good pictures.

Happy Labor Day!!!

Yes, its TRUE I finally got back into my Scraproom...

2008-08-04T23:34:00.000-04:00

It felt so good to finally take some "me" time and get back into my scraproom. I didn't manage to get any actual LO's done for my albums {which by the way I am way way behind}, but I did make a few cards.

It was a productive weekend and thankfully now this month I won't have to run around like a crazy woman when I need a card!

PS. I have certainly been slacking on "Romancing Your Marriage" posts and I'm not even sure if anyone is still interested in them since its been so long. If you are all up for it, leave me a comment and I will start again this week.

Ramdom Photos from our Summer...

2008-08-02T12:50:00.001-04:00

Summer is by far one of my favorite seasons! I totally love being able to just sit back and enjoy the sun! The last few weekend we have been busy with friends and family celebrating birthdays and just enjoying time together.

Wheel barrel Races!

My little man ...

Our first family portrait!

Just the two of us...

2008-07-30T12:37:00.002-04:00

We have certainly been getting alot of "us" time lately! Ryan had to attend a function for work on Monday and I attended with him. We took a little cruise around the bay and got to have dinner and just spend some "alone" time without our little ones.

Here are a few pictures from the cruise.

This was an event sponsored by Coors Light and they raffled a few items, and guess what? We won 2 of the packages!!!!! First Ryan won 2 tickets to Grease in NYC on 9/14 and than about 5 minutes later I won a "Jets Package" with a grill and 2 Jets Jackets. LOL, too bad we are not Jet fans or know anyone who is.

A special THANK YOU to my In-laws for watching Olivia and Tyler! I know they all had a great time, but it can be a little overwhelming with two!

Date Night

2008-07-16T16:42:00.004-04:00

My sweet hubby took me out on a date last night. It was the first time I have been away from Tyler, and I have to say that I think I did pretty good.

I was super excited too....Ryan is awesome and took me to a John Mayer Concert. I love him...I think he as the most awesome voice ever and I can listen to him anytime. The concert totally rocked, he is great on stage and really engages the crowd. There was a little girl a couple of rows in front of us with a sign that it was her 10th birthday and halfway into the concert, John Mayer actually sang Happy Birthday to her. I am sure she will never forget it!

Am I ever a lucky girl...we actually had VIP seats and we were up close and personal. {One thing I love about Ryan's job is that he gets little perks like this} Its the closest that I have ever been in a concert and complete different experience. We had dinner in the private VIP Tent while we watched the opening act. It was a great evening.

Thank you BABE for taking me out and making me feel so GOOD. I love how you can always manage to make me feel like the most beautiful and amazing woman in the whole world. YOU Rock and are my SUNSHINE!

I didn't have my camera, but managed to get a few pictures with my blackberry. {Sorry they are not great, but I am super excited to have them.}

Picture Overload

2008-07-11T22:19:00.010-04:00

These TWO crack me Up? They are such little trouble makers!

Ms. Olivia loved being in the pool....she's a total FIsH.

hOW cute Is this Little Guy?

My Two FaVoRiTE guYs

And look at the attitude I got from this one when I asked to take her picture. LOL

Just one more...My little guy and I! HE is starting to like his SNUGGLY!

Back from Vacation...

2008-07-10T18:21:00.007-04:00

{Warning - HEAVY Photo Post}

We are back from our vacation to the Outer Banks! We stayed in Duck Island and it is absolutely beautiful. A place that I truly highly recommend to anyone looking for a relaxing family vacation!

Tyler and I pretty much stayed home the whole time because it was really HOT, but Olivia had tons of fun with her daddy and friends at the beach! It was great that we rented a house with a pool this way we could enjoy it in the afternoons once the rest of the crew returned from the beach.

We had a total of 4 couples and 6 children! Olivia being the oldest at 3, Griffin whom will turn 2 on 7/19, Ella whom will turn 2 in September, CJ whom will be 1 on 7/20, and two newborns. Yes, you heard correctly two newborns!!!!!!!! Tyler at 7 weeks and Cara at 6 weeks. Needless to say there was plenty of playing, screaming and crying going on and we all totally loved it. The kids all had a blast and had complete run of the house! The adults all looked forward to our evenings once they were all in bed, tuckered out from the beach and pool.

Now for the pictures....there are so many that I had a really hard time picking out which ones to post! LOL

I have tons more, but Blogger is not being very user friendly right now. I will have to add another post with pictures from the pool, etc.

Happy 33rd Birthday Sweetheart!!!

2008-06-20T23:51:00.001-04:00

We all LOVE you!

Here's to many more Happy & Healthy Years!

To the Best Daddy.....

2008-06-18T17:32:00.013-04:00

HaPpY
FaThErS
dAy!

You truly are an amazing daddy and I love you for always making time to spend with me, even when you are super tired or busy!

I love to ride the tractor with you and always look forward to Sunday afternoon's when you have to do yard work!
I love that you will read my favorite stories over and over again without complaining, especially PinkAlicious!

I love that you play with my dollies!

I love to talk to you on the phone! It doesn't matter how busy you are you will listen to my ramblings!

I love to snuggle up to you at night when you put me to sleep!

I love you for always running into my room in the middle of the night when I scream for you! You are so patient and stay with me until I fall back asleep!

I love your kisses and hugs..................

We Love YoU!
Olivia & Tyler

Sanity!!!!

2008-06-09T22:48:00.001-04:00

Exactly how does a sleep deprieved mommy of a 3 Yr Old and a 3 1/2 Week Old keep her SANITY? If you have the secret than please by all means share it, because this mommy is extremely close to loosing hers!!!!

My sweet/loving daughter seems to have taken a complete turn and is now more on the devilish side!!! These last few days she has really kept me on my toes! It never seems to amaze me at the things she comes up with!

Here are just a few examples...

While washing her hands Olivia decided that if she used the entire container of hand soap she could make tons of bubbles. After she had the sink overflowing she than decided to use a cup and throw the water all over the bathroom floor!
Utensils are serisouly overrated - Who needs them? Surely not my sweet Olivia ... why use the spoon to eat Jello when we can use our hands! Nothing like sticking your hand in the Jello cup and than shoving it straight into your mouth!
I love how she prentends like she does not hear me when I call her. She actually turns her head the other way and tries to hide her smile while I sit there and call her name over and over again.
TIME - OUT is not feared in this house anymore! She will just sit on the step and sing songs or have a conversation with herself. YES ... she actually will sit there and pretend like she has a dolly and talk to it!
But the worst offense in my opinion is when she starts to act/talk like a baby! Ahhhhhh it drives me CraZY! She will just grunt & point and pretend like she can't talk.

On the other hand she is totally and absolutely in LoVe with her Tyler! She wants to hug him and kiss him all the time. When he cries she actually tries to get him to quiet down by either singing to him or rubbing his hand/arm. She truly is a loving & nurturing sister and you can already tell that she is going to be extremely protective of her little brother! I feel sorry for the first little boy/girl that tries to pick on Ty...she will surely beat them up!

Speaking of Tyler, I am amazed at how beautiful he is. I am so in love with him and cannot stop looking/kissing him. I am so grateful that he is such a healthy baby and that GOD gave us such a wonderful blessing!

I have to admit that I was terrified of what it would be like with two children...somehow I was afraid that I would not have enough love/time for both, especially with Olivia being used to having all my attention. I am glad to say that I was so WrOnG...my hearts is overflowing with pride and love and everyday I am even more in love with them!

I am looking forward to all the amazing experiences we will all share together and will continue to enjoy every day! Now if only I could get a little more sleep....maybe than I would feel & look truly "human" again.

A Special Visit

2008-06-04T19:26:00.000-04:00

My friend Laurie was super sweet in coming to visit us on Memorial Weekend! It was awesome to see her and to have her meet both Olivia and Tyler. She even stayed long enough that she was able to meet Ryan and well my mom since she was staying with us for the weekend.

Thank you Laurie for bringing me every one's gifts and for throwing me my own little baby shower! And of course thank you Michelle, Cathy, Angela, Amy, Shelly and Linda for the beautiful gifts. I am truly touched by your generosity and thoughtfulness! You are all truly amazing friends and I love you all!

Here are a few pictures that I captured of Laurie and my little ones!

Olivia & GrandPa

2008-05-29T20:09:00.006-04:00

Thank you GrandPa for visiting and playing with me! I had tons of fun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Ahhhh...so tired! A little snuggle on the couch and a nice long nap and she'll be ready to go back out again!

Welcome My Sweet Baby Boy!!!

2008-05-27T23:49:00.014-04:00

Our little bundle arrived on May 13th at 8:32 AM. I am happy to say that he is healthy and absolutely perfect! {Thank you Lord for answering our prayers.}

Tyler Owen

Weigth: 7lbs 1oz

Height: 21 inches

Olivia meeting her brother for the first time! I am so thankful that she is so excited to be around him! She was super excited to see him and started kissing him and hugging him right away. She even brought him a special present to keep him save!

And a few pictures of him all dressed up and ready to go home!

Pictures...

2008-05-06T23:37:00.005-04:00

The last few days I have been playing with my new Camera and taking tons of pictures. I want to record our last days as a family of three and to capture how much fun Olivia and I have been having outside. The days here have been just beautiful in the high 60 to mid 70's - which means tons of outside playtime for us and Chloe.

And here I am just last night....Tyler sure is growing big, isn't he?

Romancing your Marriage {Week 9}

2008-05-06T13:30:00.001-04:00

Did you know that .... "An Estimated 83% of Divorces Would NOT Take Place If Couples Just Asked Each Other The Right Questions"

When I read this, I was actually a little surprised at the statistics. The problem is that many couples are afraid to have "Open Communication" since they don't want their partners to judge them, their choices, and many times to hurt them.

Ready? Let's get down to business!
{This weeks prompt is from the book "1000 Questions for Couples"

Here is a list of questions that both you and your partner need to answer. In order to really be accurate and to be fair and not take an hour or more to actually do it, Ryan and I did it ourselves first and than a couple of days later shared our answers with each other. I have to say that I was really amazed at how well he really knows me. I mean he "actually" listens and retains most of what I say to him. LOL

Do what works best for you, and remember...be HONEST!

What are your favorite childhood memories?
What are your favorite family traditions?
What are your political beliefs?
What kind of relationship does you have with his/her parents?
What about your siblings?
If you could relive one day of your childhood, what day would it be?
What kind of hobbies did you have as child?
What are your natural talents?
Are you more of an extrovert or introvert?
Where would you travel if you could go anywhere in the world?
What is your idea of a perfect date?
Does you believe in karma? Destiny?
What is the difference between love, romance, and sex?
What is the difference between sexuality and sensuality?
What is the difference between having sex and making love?
Who is more romantic, men or women? Why?
What is the most romantic thing you have ever done?
Do you believe in public displays of affection?
What is the best relationship advice that you have ever gotten?
Can a couple be too much in love?
What's the difference between sexy and erotic?
What is your secret sexual fantasy?
How often would you like to have sex?
What words do you want to hear during lovemaking?
What are the two most sensitive parts of your body?
Do you enjoy sex toys?
Would you ever go skinny dipping? In private?
What kind of clothing do you find sexy?
Would you have sex in an outrageous location (i.e. plane, elevator, etc)?
Do you feel comfortable discussing your sexual preferences with your partner?

Waiting...

2008-05-01T22:40:00.003-04:00

There are so many things that I have running through my mind right now as we wait for our little one to arrive.

One of the things that I realized is that I started out with the best of intentions to write/journal about my pregnancy, but sadly I really slacked on that. I am truly sad and disappointed in myself because I did the exact same with Olivia, but tried to rationalize it by telling myself that at the time I was working full time, had a 1 1/2 hr commute each way and that well I just didn't have the time.

But what is my "excuse" this time? I cannot say, but the reality is that I am working part-time and on the days that I am home I try to spend them doing fun/educational activities with Olivia, and I have a home to keep clean and organized. {Not an easy thing w/a 3 yr old! LOL} After crying and feeling like I truly had failed myself and Tyler I made myself a deal that I will sit down these next couple of days and will write down everything that I can remember...every emotion, every special moment.

I am trying hard to be like my hubby and live in the present, not regret my decisions in the past and certainly not over extend myself for the future. I cannot change anything and most certainly cannot anticipate all the unexpected things that will surely come. Now that being said, I am not going to lie to myself or anyone else and say that is easy. I am a worry wort!!! LOL

I just really want take his advice and apply it to my daily life...its a lesson that I need to really LEARN and APPLY, otherwise I will only continue to drive myself crazy.

The second "light bulb" to go off was how quickly this pregnancy really went. I feel like it was just yesterday that I found out we we were pregnant and now here we are at the brink of having our second child. There were lots of tough days this time, but nothing could ever take the joy that we feel at our blessing. I loved every minute of my pregnancy and truly treasure all of the special moments that Tyler and I have shared.

Is there any thing more precious than the first time you feel your baby move? I loved every flutter, bounce, kick, punch....and will be so sad when its all over. Its those special moments that only he and I share, the little pat on his butt when he jumps from one side to the other, or the foot sticking out of my ribs. {{{LOL}}} I LOVE IT!

And the third...well its that I am going to stop wishing or rushing him to come. I am going to just sit and patiently wait for him to decide he is truly ready. Obviously he does not feel like the time is right and keeps on proving the doctors wrong. They said he would have been here last Sunday or Monday, and well today is already Thursday {almost Friday}. I think that he is waiting for his grandma, he knows his mommy wants her and needs her and since she won't be back until Saturday he decided to wait.

In the mean time I am going to enjoy every last hour/minute/second that I have with my precious little girl. I am going to spoil her and let her eat up all my time in any way that she wants. We will spend ours on the swings, going down the slide, jumping on the trampoline and well just plain being silly.

We all love you Tyler Owen and cannot wait to meet you my sweet baby!

Cards...

2008-04-20T18:05:00.000-04:00

I have not completed a Layout in more than 6 months....seriously cannot get any of the thoughts running around like crazy in my head down! I am trying really hard to stay motivated and so have been making cards in order to get my mojo going. Here are just a few...

Olivia ...

2008-04-16T17:27:00.008-04:00

My Little Girl is Three and seriously growing like a weed!

Look at how tiny she was...

And look at her now...

Here are few pictures from Olivia's Birthday Party. My sweet little girl sure is growing fast and was so happy with her "pink party". Everything lately is about pink and I am totally loving it.

And for all of you dying to see what I am looking like these days...well here you go! BIG, BIG, BIG!

Romancing your Marriage {Week 8}

2008-04-15T13:07:00.008-04:00

Kissing is the simplest act of romance, yet it can be the most erotic, sensual, and loving act of romance. Many times, we forget just how wonderful kissing can truly be... whether it's a good make out session or a tender kiss to say "I Love You".

Definition of a Kiss
kiss-v. 1. to touch or caress with the lips, as in affection or greeting. But a kiss can be so much more. A kiss can express and arouse so many different emotions and feelings.

Kiss on the hand- I adore you.
Kiss on the neck- I want you.
Kiss on the lips- I Love You.
Kiss on the ears- Let's have some fun.
Kiss on the nose- Let's get silly.
Kiss anywhere else- You're the best

And just a few fun Kissing Facts ...

1) The average person will spend an estimated 20,160 min kissing in their lifetime.
2) Kissing helps reduce tooth decay because the extra saliva helps clean out your mouth.
3) You burn 26 calories in a one minute kiss.
4) You use only two muscles on your face when you give a peck kiss but you use all of your facial muscles and burn more calories during a passionate kiss.
5) Our brains have special neurons that help us find each others lips in the dark.

Romancing your Marriage {Week 7}

2008-04-02T11:41:00.008-04:00

One of the things that I keep on reading is that unfortunately most of us, especially women, have this need to have a "perfect" relationship. The truth is that there is no such thing, and by expecting one you are not only paralyzing yourself but your partner.

We all need to eliminate the goal of perfection. Instead we need to focus on the things that will help us grow together as couples.

Now for the fun part...read the following list of THINGS WE SHOULD NOT DO and figure out now many of these we all commit without really realizing how hurtful it can be to our relationship.

Don't gloat when you're right
Don't sulk when you don't get your way
Don't worry - be happy.
Don't try to pack too much into the weekend
Don't over-schedule your vacations
Don't make the same mistake twice
Don't undermine your partner's authority with your kids
Don't reveal the ending of a movie
Don't spend your "Prime Time" watching TV
Don't be a "cover-stealer" in bed.
Don't interrupt when he/she's talking
Don't wait - EXPRESS your love right now
Don't hold grudges
Don't take one another for granted
Don't go a single day without saying "I love You"
Don't let your mind wander during conversations
Don't wait for your partner to read your mind
Don't be so judgmental

Now after reading the list I realized that I am guilt of many and I mean many of these and that I need to really work on not doing it.

Baby Tyler and Olivia

2008-04-01T12:04:00.012-04:00

Getting ready for baby Tyler is lots and lots of fun! Here are a few things that I have purchased and I'm patiently {wink} waiting for their arrival.

Travel Wipe Case & Matching Burp Cloths {Etsy}

Pacifier Tote {Etsy}

Love Baby Gap

I also started ordering and putting together a big box of presents for Olivia from her little brother. I want to have everything ready by the end of this month, just in case we go early.

Charm Bracelet & Cluth Purse {Etsy}
Baby Gap

Romancing Your Marriage {Week 6}

2008-03-28T11:00:00.002-04:00

I'm in the Mood for Love!

Some couples create special signals or gestures for use in public, all of which can mean "Let's go leave and rush home, and spend time alone."

Here are a few examples ... you can choose to use one of these, or create your very own private signal or gesture!

Holding hands and giving three quick squeezes.
A code word, such as using the word red several times in a row.
A code phrase, such as, "Is it hot in here, or is it just me?"
Hum "your song" in her/his ear.
Scratch your left ear with your right hand.

Personally we have decided on two signals...one for when we want to have a few moments alone and one for when one of us is feeling in the mood.

Have Fun!

Easter Pictures

2008-03-27T23:55:00.018-04:00

Here are just a few pictures of Olivia, my niece Megan and nephew Lou from Easter Sunday. I Love to watch the interaction between these three.

Megan is 11 years old and such a little mommy already. She is constantly telling the other two what they should not do and how they should behave.

Lou is 6 years old and he is the total opposite of Olivia. He is quiet and shy and it takes him a long time to warm up to someone. The two of them are really close and certainly do know how to get themselves into trouble most of the time.

Olivia...well she just turned 3 years old on Tuesday, but in reality I swear she is more like 13! She is very authoritative and certainly knows what she wants and how it should be done. Between the three of them she is definitely the trouble maker!!!!

Ryan and I already know that we are going to have our hands full with her. LOL

Happy Birthday Olivia Ryan

2008-03-25T12:57:00.008-04:00

My sweet little girl is ThReE today! I am in shock and left wondering where that sweet little tiny 6 lb baby girl went.

We have a big day planned today! In a little while we are going to her school and will have Yummy Vanilla Cupcakes with her friends. This evening both sets of grandparents and all her uncles/aunts/cousins will be coming over our house for pizza and Birthday Cake!

Daddy is out right now buying our present for our little princess! We decided to buy her a swing set ... cannot wait for to see her little face the day they install it. She loves going to the park and her favorite of course is the CRAZY looking Slides! She has no fear....Mommy on the other hand always feels like she is ready to faint when I see her go down that huge slide. Needless to say the one we bought does not have a CRAZY slide, much to Ryan's disgust, I wouldn't let him get one. LOL

I am going through pictures and will be back later on today and post a few from over the last 3 years. She truly is my pride & joy, my ray of sunshine.

I LOVE YOU... Happy Birthday OLiVia!

2008-03-23T00:30:00.002-04:00

Happy Easter

WOW ...

2008-03-18T21:35:00.015-04:00

I seriously cannot believe that it has been over a month since I last updated my blog! Time sure does go by fast when you are having fun... NOT!

So much has happened in the last month...

First I caught a nasty stomach virus which caused me to make a little visit to the Hospital. That prompted the doctor to place me under house arrest to ensure that my immune system would have a fighting chance in case I was around any other types of virus.

That lead to me not being able to travel last weekend and seeing all my girls from my critique group. I was really disappointed and sad to not be able to see everyone again. I love hanging out with them and it is not often we get the opportunity to see each other.

Well there was more...but let's just say that everyone is finally back on the mend and that I
have prayed and am positive whatever "BAD LUCK" struck our house is now gone.

Now for some happy things....I did get to scrap today!!!!!!!!!!!! YEAH!!!!!! Here is my very first digital layout.

I also printed out these cute, cute tags for Olivia's Easter Bags for school.

I am really loving this whole digital thing...its amazing how quickly I was able to print and cut out 16 tags.

I am planning to start up again tomorrow with our prompts for "Romancing your Marriage". So get ready.............we are back on again!

2008-02-14T09:57:00.014-05:00

"Love is a fire that reigns in the heart." - Unknown

Happy "LOVE" Day to all ... I hope cupid brings you lots of love, not only today but everyday!

Romancing your Marriage {Week 5}

2008-02-13T10:15:00.001-05:00

I thought we all deserved a alittle break in order for those of us whom were getting behind could catch up ... that would be ME.

With Valentine's Day being tomorrow and the fact that all of us are pretty much already planning or have something special that we will be doing with our partner, I am really only going to post about how important it really is to tell your partner how much you love them everyday. I have been reading tons lately and its the one thing that never fails to be mentioned. The need that each of us has to hear the words "I Love You" from our lover at least once a day.

Quite a Productive Weekend

2008-02-07T20:09:00.000-05:00

This past weekend I was feeling extremely motivated and well the "mojo fairy" was good to me. I finally finished 2 albums that have been sitting around, and made Ryan a Valentine's Day Gift. Since I didn't want to overwhelm everyone with tons of pictures I created these photo collages and will post the individual ones in my gallery at scrapbook.com sometime soon.

Christmas Journal

I decided to create a Christmas Journal and originally the idea was to complete Shimelle's "Christmas Journal Class", however I got way behind and ended up doing a mix of the pages she talked about and things that I wanted to include about our family and our traditions.

It was my first time working with the Clear Albums and I have to say that even though I was extremely intimidated at first, I really ended up enjoying it. I used quite of mix of sizes in the album also, from envelopes to small 4x6 pages. And even though I didn't finish it until this past weekend I am so happy that I did it. It will be something that I plan on doing every year.

I Love You Album

A few weeks ago I was browsing through some of my favorite blogs and Ali Edwards had this cute, cute album for Valentine's Day. I simply couldn't resist trying it out since I have a large supply of felt which I have never even really touched. It was super simple and I love it. Can't wait to fill it out and give it to Ryan on Valentine's Day.

Altered Children's Book

Now this I am SUPER happy that I have finally finished! I have been working on this on and off for probably a good 4 months or more. Seriously! Its a children's book which I altered with Olivia's pictures from the summer and some of my favorite memories. {Like her being complety obessed with Daddy's John Deer!!!}

Now this is the best picture EVER! This is how I found Ms. Olivia on Monday...when I called her name she looked at me and gave me that cheesy smile. I had to add the "Caught Red-Handed" on the picture because not only was she playing with my stuff, but she had taken her pants & socks off and was sitting there in her Cinderella undies. LOL She loves being in her shirt and that's it!!!!!!!!!!!! God I can only hope she gets over that really really fast. LOL

I made tons of cards too, but I guess I will leave those for another post.

Belly Pictrues - 25 Weeks

2008-02-04T22:55:00.000-05:00

A few people have been asking for more belly pictures and I guess I better post a few before they "yell" at me. LOL

This was our third little photo shoot {Thank you Honey for being so patient} and I am still not happy w/them but its not the photographers fault that I am feeling a little insecure. I've been having a couple of those days where you run past the mirror really fast because you can't believe that is your butt staring back at you. I mean seriously pregnancy is wonderful, yes a MIRACLE, I know that, but the baby is growing in my belly NOT my BUTT. {Ok I feel better now!} LOL

I just love this picture. Olivia loves to see and rub my belly and she is really starting to sound excited about her baby brother.

Funny Story: Today she was laying with her head on my belly and the baby kicked really hard and she said: "Did you bop me?" When I responded that the baby had kicked she lifted my shirt and ask me to do it again. We must have sat there for a good five minutes before the baby kicked again. She was so excited and kept on saying "Do it again!!!"

Look-alike Meter

2008-02-01T11:00:00.001-05:00

Everyone always claims that Olivia looks just like Ryan and really not much like me, however this proves them wrong. LOL Can you believe it?????? Everyone has been really mistaken for almost three years!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MyHeritage: Look-alike Meter - Black and white photographs - Family pics

Shutterfly Picture Book

2008-01-24T16:06:00.000-05:00

A few weeks ago Laura Vegas had this awesome book on her blog which she created for Christmas. I absolutely fell in love with it and have been pondering the idea of creating one for Olivia. The honest truth is that I know there is absolutely no way that I will ever go back and scrap her pictures from her 1st year, maybe even her 2nd! I have really really slacked on my scrapping and I just want to start fresh this year, and this seemed like an awsome book.

Than today during my "blog surfing" I checked out Ali Edwards Blog and here is her latest project in conjunction with Shutterfly.

How GREAT Is this????

I am going to take some time this weekend and really go through it and decide whether or not I will go with her book or if I will create something along the lines that Laura did.

All I can say is that I am super excited at the prospect of being able to start this year without feeling guilty and overwhelmed by all the pictures that I haven't scrapped or even placed in photo albums. I will blog sometime later on what I decide to do....yeck this would even make great gifts for the Grandma's on Mother's Day! God knows I will be quite busy at that time and cannot trust Ryan with buying gifts. LOL

Romancing your Marriage {Week 4}

2008-01-23T17:59:00.000-05:00

This week its all about reminiscing with your partner!

Surprise him by turning the lights nice and low, or even better turn them off completely and use candlelight and play your wedding song! Choose a couple of your favorite moments from that amazing day and share them with him making sure that he too shares a few with you!

Now if you are not married that does not mean you can't play along this week. Just change it up a little! Every couple has their own special song, play it and just share a few of your favorite memories together.

Have fun!!!!!

Getting Ready for our Baby Boy!

2008-01-18T12:45:00.000-05:00

I am consumed right now with getting everything ready for the arrival of our little boy in May! I know that we still have four months, but I am starting to freak out that things won't be done on time. There are lists and lists of things that I want to get done and of course tons of things to buy.

I just ordered the babies bedding and curtains which hopefully will be here by the end of the month. Once they arrive I will finalize the colors for the walls and have them painted. Right now I am thinking of doing brown on the bottom with white & light green stripes on the top. I have it all in my head now lets just hope that it turns out just as cute! {Don't want to have to paint more than once, LOL}

Than of course that is the list of things to buy at Babies R Us...wow is all I can say! I thought that with this being our second baby I wouldn't need that much, but well everything we already own is pink, so we are back to scare one. I am having tons of fun picking things out...and of course Ryan is freaking out at the amount of money I am going to spend. LOL

Here are some pics of the bedding and curtains.

{----Bedding is white with a chocolate embroidered boarder.

{----The sheets are in the light green.

{----And the curtains are also in the light green.

Romancing your Marriage {Week 3}

2008-01-17T14:17:00.001-05:00

First I want to apologize for posting this weeks prompt so late, but the sickies hit my home and well we are now just finally getting over it!

Since it is already Thrusday I am going to post something fun...

Rule of Three

You should kiss, hug and tell your partner "I Love You" at least three times a day!!!

Now if you haven't told him already, pick up that phone and call him! The hugs and kisses you can always make up this evening when you see him. :)

I'm 32!!!!

2008-01-11T15:38:00.001-05:00

Wednesday was my 32nd birthday and I was HaPpY!!! {Laughing}

Turning 30 was really hard for me and 31 wasn't any better! I guess that I was having a hard time with leaving my 20's behind, but now I am just fine with it and am totally embracing my 30's!

I am so looking forward to whatever this year might bring my way! I have so much to be thankful for and I am embracing it all and thanking God.

1) A loving husband whom I can't even imagine not having at my side.

2) A beautiful, energic and healthy little girl who is my sunshine.

3) We are expecting a little "Boy" in May. {Can't wait to meet him}

There are many more things I am thankful for but these are my top three!

Here's to being in your 30's ... the best years are yet to come!